1 God, who at various times and in various ways spoke in time past to the fathers by the prophets, 2 has in these last days spoken to us by His Son, whom He has appointed heir of all things, through whom also He made the worlds; Hebrews 1:1-2 (NKJV) God has always sought us out! Adam and Eve hid from God when they sinned and He sought them out. Eijah hid in a cave thinking he was a failure yet God sought him out. Paul persecuted the Church and God sought him out to be a champion of faith. So, you've somehow failed God, you've sinned, you feel you've failed Him and your actions may even be an embarrassment to the Church yet, believe me friend, brother and sister; God is seeking you out to set you free. God has spoken to us through His Son Jesus who came not to condemn but to save that which was lost. This is God calling you to Himself.